Glad you're doing ok. Stay strong.
I recommend a unusual movie to help with your faith struggle. Signs with Mel Gibson. Yes, it's advertised as a SciFi movie, but the story is really about a man whose faith was really tested, but he later realized all our struggles have a purpose.
Look at our struggles from God's view point, with his goals. God's not so worried about what happens to us on Earth, He knows the big picture and the long view.
Blessings to you.